Sometimes I hate my fingers.
I spent almost the whole afternoon yesterday trying to duplicate the way that Bestion gave me multiple orgasms by just using his fingers.
But I couldn’t attain it at all.
He made it seem so easy such that my ‘n’ years of masturbation looked way too amateur. Fuck. Why have I been so contented all along?
I hate situations like this - That growing sexual reliance which leads to more sexual desperation. My pussy obeys him more than it listens to me now. Tsk tsk.
Of course, to make my time feel worthy, I ended it with my usual way of pleasuring myself, but well…
It never feels the same anymore.
Urgh.